WHITE NOISE turns the gaze back on the audience. Emerging from creator Alisha McLennan Marler’s lived experience as a mother with disability, the work is an intimate yet defiant exploration of communication.
If Abilitopia opens the evening with playfulness and imaginative freedom, White Noise brings the night crashing back into the body; into the weight of lived experience, into the strain of being seen and unseen, and into the relentless labour of communicating in a world that often refuses to listen. The shift in tone is immediate and unmistakable. Where the first work delights in experimentation, the second demands attention with a quiet ferocity, drawing the audience into a space that is intimate, uncomfortable, and profoundly human. Created and performed by Alisha McLennan Marler, the solo performance unfolds as a raw excavation of what it means to navigate motherhood, disability, and identity under the constant pressure of misinterpretation.
The stage is stripped back, dominated by a wheelchair, a microphone, and a soundscape and fractured set of mirrors that Alisha manipulates live. These elements become extensions of her body; tools, obstacles, amplifiers, and sometimes adversaries. Early in the performance, she begins to explore the microphone not as a device for speech but as a tactile instrument. She drags it across the metal of her chair, presses it against wheels and footrests, and uses it to summon a palette of sounds that range from grating irritation to rhythmic monotony to moments of unexpected calm. Each sound feels like a fragment of an internal world made audible, a translation of sensations that words alone cannot hold. The repetition of looped audio becomes a central motif, capturing the exhausting cycle of trying to be heard, of repeating oneself, of pushing against the static that so often surrounds disabled voices.
As the loops accumulate, the atmosphere thickens. Layered, pulsing, sometimes overwhelming, the sound design mirrors the emotional terrain of the work. Frustration builds, not theatrically but viscerally, as the audience is drawn into the relentless effort required simply to communicate. Yet the loops also shift, later in the piece, into something gentler: echoes of connection, of being understood without needing to fight for clarity. These moments of warmth are fleeting but deeply felt, reminders that communication is not only a struggle but also a site of profound intimacy.
One of the most striking aspects of White Noise is Alisha’s determination to move beyond the confines of her wheelchair. Much of the performance is spent out of it, her body working with fierce precision and vulnerability as she navigates the stage. This choice is not framed as triumph or inspiration; instead, it becomes a reclamation of agency, a refusal to let the chair dictate the boundaries of her expression. Her movement is sometimes fluid, sometimes strained, and it carries a complexity that resists easy interpretation. It is not a performance of overcoming but of existing fully, with all the contradictions and tensions that entails.
Motherhood threads through the work as both anchor and amplifier. Alisha’s gestures, breath, and vocalisations evoke tenderness and exhaustion in equal measure. The piece acknowledges the universal challenges of caregiving while also illuminating the additional layers of negotiation required when disability shapes how one is perceived and how one must navigate the world. There is a palpable sense of love woven through the performance, but it is love sharpened by the realities of being misheard, underestimated, or dismissed. The personal becomes political not through narrative, but through the sheer clarity of lived experience made visible.
Visually, the performance is stark yet striking. Digital design and lighting carve the space into shifting emotional landscapes, while reflective surfaces distort and refract Alisha’s image, echoing the theme of visibility and misrecognition. The aerial sequence, performed with a white silk hammock, introduces a moment of suspended tension, a literal elevation that complicates the grounded physicality of the rest of the work. It is both beautiful and unsettling, a reminder of the precariousness of balancing strength, vulnerability, and expectation.
The emotional impact of White Noise is undeniable. For some, it will be confronting; an unfiltered look at the daily negotiations that many disabled people must navigate, often unseen. For others, it will be a revelation, a powerful articulation of resilience, agency, and the right to define one’s own narrative. Throughout the performance, the audience is held in a state of heightened awareness, compelled to witness rather than simply observe. The effect is cumulative and, for many, overwhelming. It is no surprise that viewers were moved to tears; the work does not merely present emotion, it transfers it.
What makes White Noise so potent is its refusal to soften its edges. It does not offer easy catharsis or tidy conclusions. Instead, it leaves the audience with questions about communication, about identity, about the structures that shape whose voices are amplified and whose are drowned out by static. It is a piece that lingers long after the lights fade, not because it shocks, but because it tells the truth with clarity and artistry.
As the second half of the double bill, White Noise stands in deliberate contrast to the playful experimentation of Abilitopia. Together, the two works form a compelling dialogue: one celebrating the boundlessness of imagination, the other grounding us in the lived realities that imagination alone cannot erase. Where the first half invites us to dream, the second insists we reckon with the world as it is. And in that tension, Touch Compass delivers an evening of dance-theatre that is not only artistically rich but emotionally and politically resonant.
White Noise was the second part of a disability-led double bill performed at the Te Pou Theatre from 26-28 Februiary 2026. White Noise ran for later latter half of a 1hr 35-minute performance after a 20-minute interval.
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